CoNfInEmEnT iS oVeR. yEAy!

Husna is 46days today.. means we are soo over the confinement which we did not really obliged to anyway.. ;p.. but it feels so good to be 'out' of it.. no more feeling guilty over prohibited outing within the confinement when you supposed to be confined within your home only..

Husna..today.

Husna is such an angel during day time but she could turn into an owl at night.. meaning sleepless night for me.. she wanted to sleep on my lap almost every night..resulting to a potential of temporary crooked spine for me as I had to sleep with one knee bended to support her and the other leg straightened. Can you imagine this? Sometimes she screamed over nothing (or at least over nothing that we could see). Thanks to baby wearing, she sleeps peacefully in my wombfruits gauze wrap. She nurses a lot despite us still trying to find the perfect nursing position on my left B. She termuak quite often but her weight gain is normal. She reached 4.5kg at her first month (her birth weight is 3.3kg) and she looks chubby.

Budak meghap yg dibungkus

My EBM stock is building up day by day. I pump twice a day, late at night and early morning. Not so ghairah like masa Hadiff dulu. But this time my pumping SOP is more organized.. I stored 4oz in each small tipuwer unlike last time it depends on how much I gained. As at today, I have collected 37 containers stored in my deep freezer. I do not plan to give her any frozen EBM yet until she reached at least 4month. However, it still depends on my future milk productivity. Today is my first day fasting. I guess I will not have any supply down during this fasting month considering my prolactin hormone is still high. And I only direct feed Husna.

Bekalan tuk Husna

This Thursday, Husna and I will attend a bottled feeding class at my sister's house. Last time, I had a tough and frustrated experience during Hadiff's training session so turning to my sister was a blessing. She could do magic almost instantly with her hands and of course her lap and her lullabies. This time, I do not want to repeat such heart breaking moment. Husna must be fully trained to accept EBM via bottle as next week she will undergo her nursery training with me on standby mode in my house.

That is all at this moment about us.. now off to surfing for hari raya cookies...
choww!!